Thursday, March 18, 2010

I've been feeling 3ft tall this month

I dreamt about Blake last night.

Honestly just typing this is putting a knot in my stomach & tears in my eyes. I miss him so much, so much that I can't even comprehend how people can lose a father or a mother or someone much closer to them & still be able to breathe, much less go on living.

I just wish I were stronger or could accept the fact that he's gone.
I wish I didn't dream about him because every time I do, I wake up & it's like he's died all over again.

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